[ A hum, a half-laugh almost, and Claude returns the slight pressure of Anakin's shoulder against his own, the warmth of his naked skin, every point they touch, making him feel comfortably at ease. Most people don't make him feel that way. He isn't as such of a nervous disposition, but some anxieties are deep-rooted. Come from within.
Exhaling long and slow, he takes another zip of the -- Zbi, won't try to pronounce it, he's just gonna butcher it, the lightness that Anakin says it with. ]
We're afraid of a lot of things here, including spices. I think the lack of spices is probably symptomatic for the rest, actually.
[ How people here are content with their own, not reaching out past the comfortable security of their own lives, their own ways, living standards. People not caring about others, aside from what's right before their eyes, is the greatest problem the galaxy is facing, he'd say. But he isn't saying it now, it'll have to wait till he gets in the Senate, eventually.
Shifting his cup to his other hand, he frees his left arm and slips it around Anakin's shoulders, gently pulling him in against his side, just for the added proximity. Their height difference should probably be awkward, but Claude likes having Anakin's shoulder in perfect height with his chin. Won't take advantage of it now, but it's nice to know. It's there.
He's there. A small smile. ]
Are you gonna tell me what I'll be putting in my mouth next?
[ He frowns, lips hovering over the edge of his mug briefly before he puts it down, considering Claude's words. Symptomatic for the rest, he says - yeah, that tracks with what Anakin knows about people in general, how they'll close their own spaces around themselves and the few people they trust, leaving everything else a safe distance away, where nothing will compromise your reaction time. He knows. For a second, he doesn't reply, a cold feeling settling in his body. He's had few, true friends since he left Tatooine.
These days, even fewer.
Claude reaches up and slips his arm around his shoulder, pulling him in and Anakin sinks against his side gratefully, the increased proximity - the warmth of him, the steadiness - melting the ice in his chest. He sits there, drawing breath for a moment in silence, Claude's question - sweet, a little suggestive - making his cheeks heat up just a fraction. They've had sex all night but Anakin doubts he'll ever be even remotely unaffected by the notion of it. It's not like the battle field where your body and your mind hardens over time, enough that it's barely even exciting anymore - space battles, ground assaults, yadda yadda. It's good to know that this tendency hasn't spread to other aspects of his life.
He gives Claude a small smile in return, running his metal fingers across the other man's lips lightly before he points to the different items on the tray: ]
Personally, I always start with the bread. Goes in the oil, like this.
[ He picks up one of the small, round flatbreads and dips it in the oil and honey flowers. It glistens a faint gold as he holds it up between them, close enough for Claude to take a bite with ease. ]
[ It's not that Claude's unaccustomed to different kinds of cuisines, foods, goods, he's travelled with his parents, before. He's travelled by himself, after. He's educated in galactic history and political affairs, he knows how vast a space he's surrounded by and how many different people, species, beings that exist out there. But as he sits there, watching Anakin grow a little flustered before he touches his metal fingers to Claude's lips in a way that makes him want to lick them - both of them, really - he also realizes that the history he's been taught and the parts of the galaxy he's seen are... restricted. To certain perimeters, certain regions, certain worlds and world views. His knowledge of the known universe is holed and faulty. He's never been to Tatooine. Before this moment, he didn't care about the spices they know and love there.
Swallowing hard, he lets his eyes follow the soft motion of Anakin picking up one of the flatbreads and dipping it in the oil with... more spices Claude doesn't know. Things he needs to learn. Things he needs to care about.
So, as Anakin offers him the bread, obviously for him to take a bite, Claude grabs his wrist and leans in, holding on just a little bit tightly, until they're closer than close together. He takes a bite off the bread, some oil getting on his chin which he reluctantly releases Anakin's wrist to wipe off with his thumb. Which he proceeds to suck clean. Loudly.
It's intense, tastes soft but also wild, the texture of the bread delicious, best he's had in quite a while. Anakin made this for him. From the world he comes from. There was no Tatooine history on Claude's curriculum at any point throughout his academic education.
Meaning Anakin is teaching him. Something about that thought, and he knows exactly what, refusing to let it enter into this moment, excites him more than anything. ]
It's good. [ Another suck of his thumb, seeing as the oil is both sticky and sweet. ] Wanna share the rest with me?
[ Indicating the bread, he holds out his hand, a soft gesture without demands. You lead, I follow, it means. ]
[ Claude lets him, grabbing his wrist and pulling him as close as they can be without Anakin's hand actively smashing him on the nose. Anakin watches as he bites the bread, chews, his lips and a small part of his chin glistening from oil until he wipes it off with his thumb. The sound of him, sucking his finger clean as well as the glorious visual of it goes directly to Anakin's cock and he shifts beneath the sheets, limbs buzzing pleasantly. ]
When you eat it like that? Definitely.
[ Smile wider now, he waggles his eyebrows and picks a piece for himself, dipping it in generous amounts of oil and taking a bite, managing not to get the oil everywhere mostly by habit. Waste not, he's been taught, and apparently, around Claude, his early teachings feel incredibly present, like they're somehow... pushing back into the foreground of his awareness from where they've lied buried for years. He's trying not to linger at any of it - there is darkness there, too, impossible darkness and he can't think about it, he can't ever acknowledge what it might mean - but the small sparks of familiarity warm him anyway.
Around Claude, it seems like everything is warm but nothing is scorching. ]
The porridge isn't spicy, though, if you need a neutral to balance things out.
[ He grabs one of the two, small bowls and dips his bread in it, leaving traces behind of oil and honey. The plums are usually quite bitter, though the way they've been sweetened and dried makes them seem almost citrusy. ]
[ Noticing the shuffle Anakin does in response makes him smile slightly amused, that moment of sharing heat and want and both of them feeling the bodily reality of that at the same time resonating with him throughout. He shifts on his bum himself, once, his cock feeling interested but not quite as interested as Claude is in the porridge, now that Anakin mentions it. Moving enough to reach down and stroke his hand over the outline of Anakin's thigh beneath the sheets, feeling the heavy muscle of it as he does so and feeling, especially, the way his own skin prickles in the wake, Claude proceeds to pick up the bowl, sniffing it like he'd done the Zbi, the smell more neutral, fresher. He takes a bread and mirrors Anakin carefully, first oil, then porridge, watching the beautiful shine of oil on the surface of the thicker soup-like texture. It reminds him of other things and like that, as he bites into it, getting another kind of flavour entirely from the porridge, he's back to bodily realities and his cock a bit more interested now. A bit more insistent. He shifts on his ass again, twice. ]
It's a little sweet, but not too much. Still fresh. [ It's a soft comment. He likes it, he likes everything Anakin is giving him, and a part of him is trying to figure out how to really convey that. How to show him exactly how much he appreciates this glimpse, that he should keep opening up, keep giving them to him. Lay them on him, right, weigh him down.
The mental image that follows that thought makes his cock harden a bit more. I want him again, Claude thinks to himself, eating a few other scoops of porridge before putting his bowl down, the flatbread almost gone, the oil sticking to his fingers in places. He sucks them off, one after the other, thumb last.
We used to have it on good days, Anakin had said. His mother and him. Claude knows the significance of mothers. He knows very well. Leaning in so their shoulders brush again, or rather upper arm and shoulder because the Jedi is tall, Claude rests his hands in his own lap.
Doesn't force the moment forward. ] Thanks for this, Anakin.
[ His skin tingles in the wake of Claude's fingers, even with the unwelcome layer of the sheet between them and Anakin shifts again, increasingly restless, like he's growing gradually too big for his skin. They eat, the room around them quiet save for the sounds of Coruscant's traffic gaining traction around them. Thanks said Claude, like Anakin's giving him something important or rare and he is, there's nothing cheap or easy about anything related to his previous life. By Jedi principles, he thinks, he shouldn't be going backwards at all; it's obviously no problem to remember, to reminisce, if that's all you're doing but Anakin's feeling the pain of it, too, the loss and that, they'd say, is attachment. For people who've grown up without any life experience beyond the Temple, they sure do have a lot of opinions on those who do.
But Claude is thankful, regardless.
Anakin drinks the last of his Zbi and puts it on the bedside table. He looks at Claude, watches him eat, his own appetite slipping into the background, giving way to the heat gathering in his belly. His cock is more than half-hard beneath the sheets. He thinks about touch, most of all, it's not really about getting anywhere; he just wants. He feels Claude inside himself in a way that's distinctively new and precious and a part of him is drowning worse than ever now, gasping for it, for the kind of air that you can't breathe but have to share. ]
You know.
[ His voice sounds a little hoarse. He licks his lips and leans in closer, enough for the tip of his nose to brush Claude's cheek, the sweet smell of honey and bread mixed with the spices of the Zbi mixing with the other man's scent. It's definitely Anakin's new, favourite smell. ]
[ Anakin puts away his cup with Zbi, the bedside table looking suddenly in use and not empty, although it's in the side of the bed that Claude usually leaves untouched. There's a kind of familiar feeling of togetherness in that. In inviting Anakin in, allowing him close, allowing him to fill out that relentless void that Claude has just accepted, at some point. He knows when. He knows why.
Feeling the other man draw closer, close enough that there's the pressure of Anakin's nose against his cheek, like he's sniffing him the same way Claude has done Anakin's food, Claude feels his heart speed up, his pulse definitely going, blood to all the right places, as his cock hardens to the point of discomfort. Claude doesn't shift, though, he remains seated, feels the presence of him, the hoarse quality of his voice making his skin tingle.
When you're done, he says, we could...
Claude smiles, turning his head to the side a little until his lips are brushing over the corner of Anakin's mouth, there's the faint taste of that spicy tea, there. Honey-like sweetness, tinge of oil. His words sound slightly breathless when he speaks: ]
I'm done.
[ And carefully he reaches up with both hands, slipping all ten fingers into Anakin's hair that isn't half as messy as his own by some kind of magic, Jedi magic, probably, and tilts the other man's face to the side just slightly before kissing him, pressing his lips to his mouth, parting his own and opening up to him.
All the while, he's conscious of the tray between them, taking care not to knock it over and waste a single of Anakin's efforts. For some reason, that feels like the most important thing now. More important than anything that came before. ]
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Exhaling long and slow, he takes another zip of the -- Zbi, won't try to pronounce it, he's just gonna butcher it, the lightness that Anakin says it with. ]
We're afraid of a lot of things here, including spices. I think the lack of spices is probably symptomatic for the rest, actually.
[ How people here are content with their own, not reaching out past the comfortable security of their own lives, their own ways, living standards. People not caring about others, aside from what's right before their eyes, is the greatest problem the galaxy is facing, he'd say. But he isn't saying it now, it'll have to wait till he gets in the Senate, eventually.
Shifting his cup to his other hand, he frees his left arm and slips it around Anakin's shoulders, gently pulling him in against his side, just for the added proximity. Their height difference should probably be awkward, but Claude likes having Anakin's shoulder in perfect height with his chin. Won't take advantage of it now, but it's nice to know. It's there.
He's there. A small smile. ]
Are you gonna tell me what I'll be putting in my mouth next?
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These days, even fewer.
Claude reaches up and slips his arm around his shoulder, pulling him in and Anakin sinks against his side gratefully, the increased proximity - the warmth of him, the steadiness - melting the ice in his chest. He sits there, drawing breath for a moment in silence, Claude's question - sweet, a little suggestive - making his cheeks heat up just a fraction. They've had sex all night but Anakin doubts he'll ever be even remotely unaffected by the notion of it. It's not like the battle field where your body and your mind hardens over time, enough that it's barely even exciting anymore - space battles, ground assaults, yadda yadda. It's good to know that this tendency hasn't spread to other aspects of his life.
He gives Claude a small smile in return, running his metal fingers across the other man's lips lightly before he points to the different items on the tray: ]
Personally, I always start with the bread. Goes in the oil, like this.
[ He picks up one of the small, round flatbreads and dips it in the oil and honey flowers. It glistens a faint gold as he holds it up between them, close enough for Claude to take a bite with ease. ]
Try.
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Swallowing hard, he lets his eyes follow the soft motion of Anakin picking up one of the flatbreads and dipping it in the oil with... more spices Claude doesn't know. Things he needs to learn. Things he needs to care about.
So, as Anakin offers him the bread, obviously for him to take a bite, Claude grabs his wrist and leans in, holding on just a little bit tightly, until they're closer than close together. He takes a bite off the bread, some oil getting on his chin which he reluctantly releases Anakin's wrist to wipe off with his thumb. Which he proceeds to suck clean. Loudly.
It's intense, tastes soft but also wild, the texture of the bread delicious, best he's had in quite a while. Anakin made this for him. From the world he comes from. There was no Tatooine history on Claude's curriculum at any point throughout his academic education.
Meaning Anakin is teaching him. Something about that thought, and he knows exactly what, refusing to let it enter into this moment, excites him more than anything. ]
It's good. [ Another suck of his thumb, seeing as the oil is both sticky and sweet. ] Wanna share the rest with me?
[ Indicating the bread, he holds out his hand, a soft gesture without demands. You lead, I follow, it means. ]
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When you eat it like that? Definitely.
[ Smile wider now, he waggles his eyebrows and picks a piece for himself, dipping it in generous amounts of oil and taking a bite, managing not to get the oil everywhere mostly by habit. Waste not, he's been taught, and apparently, around Claude, his early teachings feel incredibly present, like they're somehow... pushing back into the foreground of his awareness from where they've lied buried for years. He's trying not to linger at any of it - there is darkness there, too, impossible darkness and he can't think about it, he can't ever acknowledge what it might mean - but the small sparks of familiarity warm him anyway.
Around Claude, it seems like everything is warm but nothing is scorching. ]
The porridge isn't spicy, though, if you need a neutral to balance things out.
[ He grabs one of the two, small bowls and dips his bread in it, leaving traces behind of oil and honey. The plums are usually quite bitter, though the way they've been sweetened and dried makes them seem almost citrusy. ]
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It's a little sweet, but not too much. Still fresh. [ It's a soft comment. He likes it, he likes everything Anakin is giving him, and a part of him is trying to figure out how to really convey that. How to show him exactly how much he appreciates this glimpse, that he should keep opening up, keep giving them to him. Lay them on him, right, weigh him down.
The mental image that follows that thought makes his cock harden a bit more. I want him again, Claude thinks to himself, eating a few other scoops of porridge before putting his bowl down, the flatbread almost gone, the oil sticking to his fingers in places. He sucks them off, one after the other, thumb last.
We used to have it on good days, Anakin had said. His mother and him. Claude knows the significance of mothers. He knows very well. Leaning in so their shoulders brush again, or rather upper arm and shoulder because the Jedi is tall, Claude rests his hands in his own lap.
Doesn't force the moment forward. ] Thanks for this, Anakin.
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But Claude is thankful, regardless.
Anakin drinks the last of his Zbi and puts it on the bedside table. He looks at Claude, watches him eat, his own appetite slipping into the background, giving way to the heat gathering in his belly. His cock is more than half-hard beneath the sheets. He thinks about touch, most of all, it's not really about getting anywhere; he just wants. He feels Claude inside himself in a way that's distinctively new and precious and a part of him is drowning worse than ever now, gasping for it, for the kind of air that you can't breathe but have to share. ]
You know.
[ His voice sounds a little hoarse. He licks his lips and leans in closer, enough for the tip of his nose to brush Claude's cheek, the sweet smell of honey and bread mixed with the spices of the Zbi mixing with the other man's scent. It's definitely Anakin's new, favourite smell. ]
When you're done, we could go another round.
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Feeling the other man draw closer, close enough that there's the pressure of Anakin's nose against his cheek, like he's sniffing him the same way Claude has done Anakin's food, Claude feels his heart speed up, his pulse definitely going, blood to all the right places, as his cock hardens to the point of discomfort. Claude doesn't shift, though, he remains seated, feels the presence of him, the hoarse quality of his voice making his skin tingle.
When you're done, he says, we could...
Claude smiles, turning his head to the side a little until his lips are brushing over the corner of Anakin's mouth, there's the faint taste of that spicy tea, there. Honey-like sweetness, tinge of oil. His words sound slightly breathless when he speaks: ]
I'm done.
[ And carefully he reaches up with both hands, slipping all ten fingers into Anakin's hair that isn't half as messy as his own by some kind of magic, Jedi magic, probably, and tilts the other man's face to the side just slightly before kissing him, pressing his lips to his mouth, parting his own and opening up to him.
All the while, he's conscious of the tray between them, taking care not to knock it over and waste a single of Anakin's efforts. For some reason, that feels like the most important thing now. More important than anything that came before. ]